Dear You:
I'm on vacation and just the fact that I hear my thoughts makes me want to write so much. I know I have to. I know you can listen. I'm actually not missing only you today. I miss my sister and I miss Bobby too. The house is so quiet. It is hard to be here and hear my breathe. Your love makes me stronger. I need to carry on Dan. I need to open the new chapter of my book. I'm ready. Are you ready?
Thursday, October 17, 2013
Thursday, August 22, 2013
Day 7
Dear you:
I know there's a stronger force within me to write. There's something that tells me that I have to. I'm not sure why I've stop. I find myself coming to this blog to share my emotions and or celebrate life. I just finished watching a movie called Unconditional. Wow, what an incredible movie. It really touched me. I guess I was able to relate to the character. She is a writer too. I writer that once lost hope in writing. Maybe I get re-motivated. Maybe I get in touch with myself.
I believe in signs. I think they are trying to talk to Me. I know there is something behind my birthday. There is something with 513 that will come to life soon in my life. I wish I knew what it is. It just comes and goes like its trying to say something. I know you are watching me. I know that you are not leaving my sight. Even in the moment where I might feel lonely- I'm never alone. That gives me hope. God is with me, you are with me.
I think is time Daniel. It's time for me to leave the space open-- completely. I am ready for love. Not sure where it will come from, not sure who he is, where he is and when he will show up; but I will find him. Or he is finding me. Maybe, he already found me and I don't know. ;)
A few years back I had a dear friend tell me that I had to write. I'm doing that now, because I know I can't let all this inside me. I sing inside you know. My whole spirit jumps of joy, cause of hope. That never dies. Love never dies.
Can you out your magic touch? I know you can.
Talk to you soon.
Love always,
~me
I know there's a stronger force within me to write. There's something that tells me that I have to. I'm not sure why I've stop. I find myself coming to this blog to share my emotions and or celebrate life. I just finished watching a movie called Unconditional. Wow, what an incredible movie. It really touched me. I guess I was able to relate to the character. She is a writer too. I writer that once lost hope in writing. Maybe I get re-motivated. Maybe I get in touch with myself.
I believe in signs. I think they are trying to talk to Me. I know there is something behind my birthday. There is something with 513 that will come to life soon in my life. I wish I knew what it is. It just comes and goes like its trying to say something. I know you are watching me. I know that you are not leaving my sight. Even in the moment where I might feel lonely- I'm never alone. That gives me hope. God is with me, you are with me.
I think is time Daniel. It's time for me to leave the space open-- completely. I am ready for love. Not sure where it will come from, not sure who he is, where he is and when he will show up; but I will find him. Or he is finding me. Maybe, he already found me and I don't know. ;)
A few years back I had a dear friend tell me that I had to write. I'm doing that now, because I know I can't let all this inside me. I sing inside you know. My whole spirit jumps of joy, cause of hope. That never dies. Love never dies.
Can you out your magic touch? I know you can.
Talk to you soon.
Love always,
~me
Thursday, August 8, 2013
Day 6 (3 years later)
Can we start again?
I believe in second chances.... I think we deserve to try again....
Ok, I spoke about you the other day... They asked me who would I want at my last supper and of course I had to say your name. If I had a chance to be with anyone at my last meal it would certainly be you. I didn't have to think it twice. Just the thought of it, brings me goosebumps.
Stop, I know you are here right now. I can feel you. Not sure what happened today that drove me back to this blog. I didn't even think it existed. I'm glad I found it. Someone inspired me to write to you but unfortunately the same way I started writing I had to stop cause a huge misunderstanding hindered my inspiration and puff it was all gone. All of a sudden I was angry and I didn't want to write anymore. Just the thought of words made me nauseous.
Knowing that I will be alone soon, makes me sad. It also makes me happy as I have been alone before and I do enjoy alone time. However, I don't think I've been this alone. As you know, Bobby is not here this time to bark at me when I'm crazy. Shit, that scares me. There's s big reason I came all the way here for. And I am sure is not to only to get gray hairs and drive a crazy store in the middle of an alligator shape mall. What's my purpose? Why TIME and I don't get along?
Do I even make any sense? I know you understand me, in a particular crazy way.
Well is time for me to go to bed but I will come back and narrate what's to come. Maybe the next blog is about the bucket list I started? Or maybe we talk about my empty heart?
Love always, (remember?) ;)
~me
I believe in second chances.... I think we deserve to try again....
Ok, I spoke about you the other day... They asked me who would I want at my last supper and of course I had to say your name. If I had a chance to be with anyone at my last meal it would certainly be you. I didn't have to think it twice. Just the thought of it, brings me goosebumps.
Stop, I know you are here right now. I can feel you. Not sure what happened today that drove me back to this blog. I didn't even think it existed. I'm glad I found it. Someone inspired me to write to you but unfortunately the same way I started writing I had to stop cause a huge misunderstanding hindered my inspiration and puff it was all gone. All of a sudden I was angry and I didn't want to write anymore. Just the thought of words made me nauseous.
Knowing that I will be alone soon, makes me sad. It also makes me happy as I have been alone before and I do enjoy alone time. However, I don't think I've been this alone. As you know, Bobby is not here this time to bark at me when I'm crazy. Shit, that scares me. There's s big reason I came all the way here for. And I am sure is not to only to get gray hairs and drive a crazy store in the middle of an alligator shape mall. What's my purpose? Why TIME and I don't get along?
Do I even make any sense? I know you understand me, in a particular crazy way.
Well is time for me to go to bed but I will come back and narrate what's to come. Maybe the next blog is about the bucket list I started? Or maybe we talk about my empty heart?
Love always, (remember?) ;)
~me
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
DAY 5
Dear You:
"PASSION MEANS TAKING A RISK"
I was watching a movie today that made me think about a lot of things and what passion is. In life we got to take risks, if not there is gonna be the famous "WHAT IF?" Right? I don't want to live my life like that. If I do that... instead of life, it would be a lie.
I want to feel like I have the power and liberty to do that.
Today was a very important day because I let go of something that was bothering me ....and I was able to let it free. I am not going to allow that to ruin my present. TODAY. Today is a new day and I am making the best of it.
I feel connected to the world again and breathing feels great. I am letting go of all negativity and taking in all that makes me whole. God, Family, Friends, music, and Love.
I know I am not alone.
Even when I feel alone sometimes. I know I am not, cause I have you here with me. I feel your warmth.
Tomorrow will be a new day and the sky will shine differently because its not today....
I am learning to let go and enjoy every second of life. Like there is no tomorrow. If the end is near, which only God know the exact day. I want to enjoy every drop, every smile and every single breath I take. I am gonna stop thinking about yesterday and not worry about what will happen or can happen tomorrow. I am gonna enjoy tonight. Cause I am spending it with you. Thank you for adding a smile to my face.
Let's follow our heart and take a risk if that is what we need to do.
Breathe.
~me
"PASSION MEANS TAKING A RISK"
I was watching a movie today that made me think about a lot of things and what passion is. In life we got to take risks, if not there is gonna be the famous "WHAT IF?" Right? I don't want to live my life like that. If I do that... instead of life, it would be a lie.
I want to feel like I have the power and liberty to do that.
Today was a very important day because I let go of something that was bothering me ....and I was able to let it free. I am not going to allow that to ruin my present. TODAY. Today is a new day and I am making the best of it.
I feel connected to the world again and breathing feels great. I am letting go of all negativity and taking in all that makes me whole. God, Family, Friends, music, and Love.
I know I am not alone.
Even when I feel alone sometimes. I know I am not, cause I have you here with me. I feel your warmth.
Tomorrow will be a new day and the sky will shine differently because its not today....
I am learning to let go and enjoy every second of life. Like there is no tomorrow. If the end is near, which only God know the exact day. I want to enjoy every drop, every smile and every single breath I take. I am gonna stop thinking about yesterday and not worry about what will happen or can happen tomorrow. I am gonna enjoy tonight. Cause I am spending it with you. Thank you for adding a smile to my face.
Let's follow our heart and take a risk if that is what we need to do.
Breathe.
~me
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Day 4
Dear You:
Ive realized that I've changed as an individual. Ofcourse years and experiences mold us and make us who we are but also we decide what we want to be. I've learn how to not be afraid of life and others. Learn how to stand for myself and set boundaries.
I have discovered that I have a lot of feelings inside that I canalize through different activities and one of them writing to You.
I miss you. It's been so many years and I still feel like yesterday. How could I forget? Just the idea of me forgetting gives me goosebumps. I would never forget your smile. Your big eyes.
I guess theres always certain people that leave footprints in our life. You certainly left a mark on mine.
I know things are in the works. I feel it. "if a door closes is cause a much bigger is about to open"... that is what I believe in. Things happen for a reason and tomorrrow, I am not going to be scared anymore because I know that tomorrow is already written and I am going to be bigger and better than today.
Let's end todays letter to you in a great note. I am okay because I have total FAITH that I will go places I never even dreamed. BIGGER AND BETTER!
Cheers to that!
Thanks for listening
~me
Ive realized that I've changed as an individual. Ofcourse years and experiences mold us and make us who we are but also we decide what we want to be. I've learn how to not be afraid of life and others. Learn how to stand for myself and set boundaries.
I have discovered that I have a lot of feelings inside that I canalize through different activities and one of them writing to You.
I miss you. It's been so many years and I still feel like yesterday. How could I forget? Just the idea of me forgetting gives me goosebumps. I would never forget your smile. Your big eyes.
I guess theres always certain people that leave footprints in our life. You certainly left a mark on mine.
I know things are in the works. I feel it. "if a door closes is cause a much bigger is about to open"... that is what I believe in. Things happen for a reason and tomorrrow, I am not going to be scared anymore because I know that tomorrow is already written and I am going to be bigger and better than today.
Let's end todays letter to you in a great note. I am okay because I have total FAITH that I will go places I never even dreamed. BIGGER AND BETTER!
Cheers to that!
Thanks for listening
~me
Day 3
Dear You:
I remember when I used to talk to you on the phone for hours and know that you where going to be there the next day. We certainly give life for granted and that time never stops.
Well, It certainly did stop, once you left me. I feel that now is going to fast and I want to stop and look around me. Know exactly what it is and what God wants to do with my life. Just let me feel like theres still a tomorrow and I can count on you. Like when we were 16 Daniel.
Where do I began? Life is running fast. Time seems to be a ilussion and I cant catch it on time. Its like the 3pm Train and I missed it. Why does everything happens so fast. Why we cant even react to it?
Time. Does it really exist? or are we the ones that make it count?
Time will tell.
~Me
I remember when I used to talk to you on the phone for hours and know that you where going to be there the next day. We certainly give life for granted and that time never stops.
Well, It certainly did stop, once you left me. I feel that now is going to fast and I want to stop and look around me. Know exactly what it is and what God wants to do with my life. Just let me feel like theres still a tomorrow and I can count on you. Like when we were 16 Daniel.
Where do I began? Life is running fast. Time seems to be a ilussion and I cant catch it on time. Its like the 3pm Train and I missed it. Why does everything happens so fast. Why we cant even react to it?
Time. Does it really exist? or are we the ones that make it count?
Time will tell.
~Me
Friday, June 11, 2010
Day 2
Dear You:
It's my time! Can't procastinate no more. That's the message I am getting today. I am following my inner voice and signs brought to life. Not more time left. No more dreaming. Now is the time to be living my dream. It's my time.
I am making my mark the highest possible. Why not? I am tired of settling for less. It's time to show myself to the world and not care what others think, what others do. But care of what's real within me.
There are many you's in my life where I share this voice. This speech. Whereever you are I know you are listening. Butterfly, music, Georgia or whatever you simbolize... I write to you. You are my inspiration. Your muse makes me whole, makes we be who I am. Thanks to you I am a writer. A writer of feelings, a writer to love, a writer of dreams and dissapointments. A writer or wins and challenges that will be conquered.
With this I will be able to tell you everything that lives within me. Everything that I have kept inside for so long. I have the time to unfold and share it with You. I will make you participant
promise. Thank you for tagging along.
~me
It's my time! Can't procastinate no more. That's the message I am getting today. I am following my inner voice and signs brought to life. Not more time left. No more dreaming. Now is the time to be living my dream. It's my time.
I am making my mark the highest possible. Why not? I am tired of settling for less. It's time to show myself to the world and not care what others think, what others do. But care of what's real within me.
There are many you's in my life where I share this voice. This speech. Whereever you are I know you are listening. Butterfly, music, Georgia or whatever you simbolize... I write to you. You are my inspiration. Your muse makes me whole, makes we be who I am. Thanks to you I am a writer. A writer of feelings, a writer to love, a writer of dreams and dissapointments. A writer or wins and challenges that will be conquered.
With this I will be able to tell you everything that lives within me. Everything that I have kept inside for so long. I have the time to unfold and share it with You. I will make you participant
promise. Thank you for tagging along.
~me
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